Forget what you can't play

By Effa on Friday, 9 April 2010 @ 13:22 {♥} 0 Comments

Last wednesday, i had my proposal presentation.

I have been avoiding this all year and i cannot run anymore.

my nerves were jumping up and down on me i found it hard to relax.


my professors and lecturers were sitting in the audience while Mun and I was infront of the room facing them.

Mun presented first.


I gave out handouts to my lecturers, all the tables i have worked on since last semester, my presentation outline as well.

I received many questions from Prof. W, and surprisingly i have no idea that other lecturers are allowed to answer the questions for us.

I thought that no matter what the presenters HAVE to answer all questions ALONE!

that was a wonderful surprise.

I did however messed up in my attitude once or twice.

I was being defensive a lot, trying my hardest to make sure what im doing is clear enough for me, because after all, i am the one who is doing the research, i have to be clear about what im doing, if im not who knows what will happen to me, esp. this late of a time.


i stumble with words and i stammer as well, as ALWAYS when im up front and under the spotlight...

but the whole presentation was not that bad at all, because it has been postponed so many times that Mun and I have no choice but to think of the worst.

we have lots of time to whine and worry and talk about how presentations should be abolished once and for all! that when it comes to that moment 2pm-4pm wednesday afternoon - things just werent as bad as we visioned it to be!

but i will not go through that again!


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on another note, today i went to the Library to get a couple of books for my essay on contemporary social theories : im doing on critical theory or the frankfurt school.

i hope to finish the essay by saturday. so i can focus on interviews of 3 more male students via MSN chat rooms on sunday.

i have managed to sent out 4 more questionnaires today, 1 to a girl and 3 to guys. i need 20girls and 20guys respondents, so far i have 9 guys and 20 girls... I NEED MORE GUYS RESPONDENTs!! =(

this coming couple of weeks will be crazy for both Mun and I.

I still have lots of people to interview, data to organise and anaylse, write-up of the analysis, ESSAYS *3 to be exact due before revision wk, the wk before the last wk of this month i think...

exams are on this coming 3rd, 5th and 6th of may.


i have to finish up with my write-up by the wk after the exams, so i can give a wk perhaps for my supervisor to edit my work before the ACTUAL deadline!

all im worried about is that I need to present a QUALITY work! esp THIS work, i need that upper second class degree!! i NEED it!!!!

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