I have lots on my mind, but surprisingly im quite calm.
Usually in these kinds of situations I would probably be pissed off the whole day.
I have done what i was suppose to do toDAY.
1. send my mum to work & my sister to school *tick*
2. go back to sleep till 8.50am *tick*
3. get ready for school by 9.30pm *tick*
4. go to class 10-12pm *tick*
5. fetch my mum and sister between 12pm till before 1pm *tick*
6. send my mum back to work at 1.15pm *tick*
7. go home and work on my literature review a bit *tick*
8. get ready for school again by 2.30pm *tick*
9. go to class at 3-5pm *tick*
10. 5.30pm bathe my cat *tick*
so yes, i wasnt looking forward to today, but i could not bring myself to dwell long on that cause well, we should always be thankful 'besyukur' that we are given another day period.
so my toNIGHT schedule are basically,
1. work on my literature review
2. send it asap to dr frank and ask his help to check it out
3. buy dinner
why do i have to go otu and buy dinner? well, to make a long story short, my mum doesnt cook newmore, as much as id like to say 'she cooks less these days' i cant! its always the same story every day, we eat 3 times a day right? so i hear this question 3 times a day!
'apa kan d masak ni?'
'ayam saja ada tu'
but these days, the questions have been reduced to ONE:
'apakan d masak ni?'
my mum has been cooking the same food for as long as i have lived.
we've been eating the same food for as long as we have lived.
there's no desire to invent or create new things in the kitchen.
sometimes i wonder why we need a kitchen these days.
might as well delete them from the house structure in total.
i can't cook, i tried to be creative, i made 2 dish a few days back - both chicken...
it was all right tho'...
but i can't seem to create more....
i guess it runs in the family *not great cook
so most probably, someone has to go out tonight to buy dinner - i vote no to myself because i NEED to get some work done or i might as well jump off a building * time is running out and i MEAN RUNNING OUT!
3 weeks left before exams, and my thesis is due by mid of MAY!!!
i have 2 things to do left : INTERVIEWING
A) PARENTS
B) TEACHERS
and im not interviewing just any teacher, i have to think in terms of the level of teaching, the type of school, private, public, mix - there's just so much teachers to talk to and im not a TALKING kind of person!! im going nuts here - i need to interview someone!!
i am happy to report however that, my data collection on UBD students, both interviews and questionnaires are almost done!! less than half way done!!
I just hope the push i needed to go through the interview will come NOW! so i can move on and get on with my work!!!
i have essays and assignments to do as well -3 of them, well, 4 including the presentation proposal coming in 2 days time!! eeek!!!




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