this is it!
tomorrow is coming....
the day i have been avoiding is finallly coming....
i visited my uncle today in JPMC, and i understand the meaning of 'being afraid'...
tomorrows presentation should not scare me....
there is nothing to be afraid of...
ofcoz words pierce through me faster and deeper than any object could into my body but hey....
life....
life still welcomes you the next day....
everyday is an adventure right?
so tomorrow's presentation is the first ill ever take....
that is something to look forward for right?
even if ill mess up or forgot to speak...
as long as i am not beaten down for it, there's nothing to worry about right?
I am surprisingly calm now, though my heart was racing in me earlier today...
emotions were everywhere...
i felt too much today, anger, exhaustion, disspointment, tired, sleepy....
everything that are not related to 'happy'!
but time kept me company and shooed *sp? away my negative vibe....
i may be calm tonight but tomorrow will be another day another set of feelings....
i just wish that ill be calm enough so i can speak right...
i really wanted to show my lecturers that i can speak in english - it is after all my 2nd lang...
i always find myself in those awkward situations where the other waits for what i have to share and i stare blankly to anything around me hoping the moment will end!
i hate those times....
i know my supervisor is dissapointed in me, because i am dissapointed in myself, but i will try my best to not delay anything anymore!
no more distractions distracting my distractions that distracts me from my WORK!




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