"Andrew Gargia's ver - Forever"

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today i went to UBD for a replacement class with my prof. and mun. i was also planning today to send out 12 of my questionnaires to 12 MALE UBDians. I was in the library, preparing myself mentally for this 'approach' and i ended up switching my laptop on, sitting in one of the cubicles and watching Roswell season 2 (*rewatch) which i brought along with me specifically for moments when i have to give 15-20 minutes to the respondents to respond to my questionnaire, but THAT DID NOT HAPPEN.

there were a LOT of guys everywhere and i just could not get myself together and approach them. I got so nervous and I just couldnt do it. So i hoped that I will be able to do that SOON! time is running out. it is already April and Ive got till middle of May to finish up EVERYTHING!

on another note, mas and I went to the admin building in our campus to get the form and rent out the graduation robe. At first i thought we will buy it instead of rent it, then i found that it IS possible, with $600 in hand that is. Who am i kidding? I can't come up with that kind of cash. So 'rent'. moving on.

what or who is my obsession today? at the moment, noone. I just needed that 24/7 distraction from my struggle to work but not working work.

BUT

i saw 'blue boy' today. He was in blue *surprise surprise* i havent seen him for so long now that i was happy to see him again. Now i wonder if he is a senior. I thought he was a junior. maybe he is a junior and helped out a senior. whatever the case is, im glad i saw him. =) sometimes even if i only see him from afar, its all right. Im just not the kind of gurl to walk up to a dude and confess whatever - let along TALK to a dude. Its just impossible for me.

imagine how hard it is for me to send out 12 questionnaires to 12 guys.

"Andrew Gargia's ver - Forever"

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today i went to UBD for a replacement class with my prof. and mun. i was also planning today to send out 12 of my questionnaires to 12 MALE UBDians. I was in the library, preparing myself mentally for this 'approach' and i ended up switching my laptop on, sitting in one of the cubicles and watching Roswell season 2 (*rewatch) which i brought along with me specifically for moments when i have to give 15-20 minutes to the respondents to respond to my questionnaire, but THAT DID NOT HAPPEN.

there were a LOT of guys everywhere and i just could not get myself together and approach them. I got so nervous and I just couldnt do it. So i hoped that I will be able to do that SOON! time is running out. it is already April and Ive got till middle of May to finish up EVERYTHING!

on another note, mas and I went to the admin building in our campus to get the form and rent out the graduation robe. At first i thought we will buy it instead of rent it, then i found that it IS possible, with $600 in hand that is. Who am i kidding? I can't come up with that kind of cash. So 'rent'. moving on.

what or who is my obsession today? at the moment, noone. I just needed that 24/7 distraction from my struggle to work but not working work.

BUT

i saw 'blue boy' today. He was in blue *surprise surprise* i havent seen him for so long now that i was happy to see him again. Now i wonder if he is a senior. I thought he was a junior. maybe he is a junior and helped out a senior. whatever the case is, im glad i saw him. =) sometimes even if i only see him from afar, its all right. Im just not the kind of gurl to walk up to a dude and confess whatever - let along TALK to a dude. Its just impossible for me.

imagine how hard it is for me to send out 12 questionnaires to 12 guys.