today is a sad day indeed for my family. my nini bungsu passed away around lunch time. for the first time, i cried. i was too young when my grandfather died that i do not remember crying. but today, for my nini bungsu, i did. it took me a few minutes to get it all in. i was shaking, and my heart was beting very fast. on top of that, i happened to listen to a sad song. so that made it all worst.
the worst thing is, only tonight did i found out that, this morning, my nini bungsu specifically request that all the sungai akar relatives be there at her home. only tonight i found out. i was not told. i was not there. and now my heart aches even more. it was one of the darkest lunch hour of my life. im maybe being a little over the top here, but i really felt terrible.
every raya, my family would visit her home. and every yr, she would take pictures of us. she loves taking photographs. last yr we did not managed to visit her. i dont even know what else to say.
Al-Fatihah.
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