currently listening to RaVaughn - Nowhere. and im hooked. was trying to post the clipc here, but i cant seem to find the link. oh well. anyways. so i havent been blogging about much lately. usually there'd be something im pissed off about and start blogging. but i just dont have anything im pissed off on.
guess ill update my life. living w/o a life is dull. i have one thing i look forward to everyday. but majority i believe will never look at 'that' as living. maybe. im not so sure. im part of this whole new world. but to what extent is this virtual life - living? sometimes, i believe that this life is real. i just cant touch it. but i can feel it. but at most times, im convinced that it is not. being sucked into this just plays with my mind a lot. was suppose to detach myself from the beginning. but im not someone who comes in feeling-less. everything requires me to feel it to get the experience. i believe that 55% of the true me is playing the game. and it is always risky because, there is no manual book for this. everyone experiences the game differently. noone can tell me what to do next, how to feel, how to play. even as im typing all this bull i have no clue what im talking about.
i have 15 minutes until i have to go pick my mum up from work. just some random information there. telling ya'll what i do everyday. so yes, how far is this new world, a reality? i mean, everything about it wont run the way it is running now, w/o actual live people controling it. to enter into their imaginations and re-creating them to fit your own fantasies, shouldnt that mean something? im struggling to defend myself, but i think im failing at that. every word in thsi post does not make sense. does not go with each other. not in sync. im still unsure at this point.
then what is the purpose of this post? to show how confused i am. period. so i took a picture of my RealLife friend playing the game with me. (look up) i finally was able to help a friend out with her look. last help went to another RealLife friend - and i failed in that. need to work harder. all i need now is to get my other friend to join this world. you know who you are. *smiles*
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