currently listening to: R&B version of Sorry Sorry by Super jr.
comment: I LOVE IT!
this coming August, will be the beginnin of my 4th and last year in UBD.. *amin! it'll be my 7th semester and i will be called a 'senior'... i cannot wait to say 'goodbye' to UBD... life there has too many downs than ups... no matter how many times ive used words to ease my pain i just couldnt forget the bad memories... one more year.. JUST ONE MORE YEAR and SAYONARA! i have not even figured out a topic for my thesis yet... totaly not cool... i held on to this one project i wanted to do, but i realized that it was not that solid, not good enough to write about.. so now im still searching for a killer idea... hasn't hit me yet and I have less than 2 wks to figure it out...
my sister will be joining me in UBD this year as well... she did not get the scholarship, but luckily for her she applied for UBD even when I told her not to... but in the end it all works out... her studying in the same uni as I am kind of worried me a bit... you see, in UBD im a bit of a loner... i don't have 'hanging' type of friends.. i have the ones that smiled back and says 'hi' followed immediately with a 'bye' type of friends... so most of the times i would go to my car and hang there, or pretend ive got somewhere to go... or act all busy when im as free as heck... and well ofcourse, the biggest move ever... READ A DERN BOOK! which reminds me... ive got to bring one for these types of moments... spending 4 years of this routine HAVE to bring someone down somehow... for all the reasons above.... id rather not be seen by anyone.. let along my sister... not good at all... ive always wanted to be one of those students who minds their own business and walk around, sit anywhere anytime they pleases and ignore any comments made about them... seemed like a perfect behaviour for a uni students.. you see these people everywhere... somehow it doenst seemed to want to co-operate with me... i always ended up annoyed, slightly pissed off or just plain bored....
i have no idea how this coming semester will treat me but its too late to run now.. im gonna have to toughen up and face the never ending torture...
on a more brighter note:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY OLD FRIEND, RAM! i wished you before in your FB but id like to wish you again here.. may Allah shower you with endless victory, love and miracles~~
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