yesterday was one of the worst SL day ever in my SL life! well.. i was pissed off and heartbroken in RL to, so i guess yesterday was one of the worst days of my life.

I just turned 4months old, with Ava Rose/Cleo Juoda last 12th march. was very excited about it. and i managed to collect more than L$1000 in a month. worked hard for it. and I JUST CHANGED MY OUTFIT, ready to use it for a few days.

in the public sandbox * a place where boxes that are given to you, or bought by you, can be open*, i was minding my own business, changing my Avatars' clothes when all of a sudden, a girl IM me and gave me 'free 20 female shapes'. i didnt need them because i love my shape already. so i just thanked her. not thinking of opening *rezzing in SL* it. she asked me if i could open it, cause she wanted to see if she gave me the right one.

looking at her profile, she was new. not even a day old yet. but her avatar looks like it has been on SL for years. so i figure, its probably an alternate AV. moving on, i agreed. took the box out. and immediately, boxes came floading out, not just 10boxes, but HUNDREDS! and they were not small tiny boxes, they were bigger than the AV size boxes. it went up to the sky, to the left to the right. literally just messing with the land. ppl cant go in in peace. cant rez their stuffs in peace. and it just lag the whole land. a numver of ppl IM me asking me to stop it. since i never experienced anything like that, i couldnt even if i want to. i really have no clue how to get stop it.

i got logged out by the administrators of Linden Lab 4 times. i kept trying to come back in to solve the problem and ask help from ppl. but i got logged out too quickly to do that. and NOW, MY 4 MONTHS OLD 1000LINDEN AVATAR HAVE BEEN TERMINATED! it took me SO LONG to make her look the way she looked. i was aiming to reach 2200Lindens to get a new SKIN. but NOW, BECAUSE OF THE BITCH *CHRISTINAsomething something* I CANT NEVER DO THAT WITH MY AVA ROSE!! you son of the bitch, i swear, if i see you again, ill strangle you ALIVE!

my new account now, is desperate. i had to ask ppl for help! i have to make sure this avatar earns more lindens and is more pretty than my previous. i lost FRIENDS too. not that i have many. i have 3 that i trusted the most. i remember all their names. so that's okay. i can just re-add them. but my av at the moment is hideous. its so NEW. and im so UPSET. there are some in my list that i think are worth re-adding as well. but unfortunately i cant remember their names. esp the spellings. never thought i need to memorize. well, there goes my SL life. i love Ava Rose. I love everything about her. all my hard work.

i dont understand how can someone do this to another person? it doesnt make sense. does it satisfy them that ppl are suffering? idiots! i dont even want to try to understand these types of ppl. they are DISGUSTING! pisses me off. and its already the next day. have to look at my NEWBIE av. im so pissed off.

***UPDATE: i finally reached 100Lindens today***
all i need now is 900lindens. need 350lindens for hair. and ill ask around any kind soul who wants to lend me their un-use skins. the high quality skins. atleast.

i did meet 4 very AWESOME ppl yesterday. one gave me 52Lindens. another gave me AN AWESOME AO. better than Ava Rose *happy for that* and two gave me shapes, skins and hair. just by reading my profile! well, the girl who gave me AO, i asked. but other than that, the rest helped me out w/o me asking. im very grateful for them! they are the reason that SL is worth it. wish theres more ppl like that.

(lost my AVA ROSE/CLEO JUODA on the 14th of March 2011, in Public Sandbox, Cleans every 2 hours) *silence*

yesterday was one of the worst SL day ever in my SL life! well.. i was pissed off and heartbroken in RL to, so i guess yesterday was one of the worst days of my life.

I just turned 4months old, with Ava Rose/Cleo Juoda last 12th march. was very excited about it. and i managed to collect more than L$1000 in a month. worked hard for it. and I JUST CHANGED MY OUTFIT, ready to use it for a few days.

in the public sandbox * a place where boxes that are given to you, or bought by you, can be open*, i was minding my own business, changing my Avatars' clothes when all of a sudden, a girl IM me and gave me 'free 20 female shapes'. i didnt need them because i love my shape already. so i just thanked her. not thinking of opening *rezzing in SL* it. she asked me if i could open it, cause she wanted to see if she gave me the right one.

looking at her profile, she was new. not even a day old yet. but her avatar looks like it has been on SL for years. so i figure, its probably an alternate AV. moving on, i agreed. took the box out. and immediately, boxes came floading out, not just 10boxes, but HUNDREDS! and they were not small tiny boxes, they were bigger than the AV size boxes. it went up to the sky, to the left to the right. literally just messing with the land. ppl cant go in in peace. cant rez their stuffs in peace. and it just lag the whole land. a numver of ppl IM me asking me to stop it. since i never experienced anything like that, i couldnt even if i want to. i really have no clue how to get stop it.

i got logged out by the administrators of Linden Lab 4 times. i kept trying to come back in to solve the problem and ask help from ppl. but i got logged out too quickly to do that. and NOW, MY 4 MONTHS OLD 1000LINDEN AVATAR HAVE BEEN TERMINATED! it took me SO LONG to make her look the way she looked. i was aiming to reach 2200Lindens to get a new SKIN. but NOW, BECAUSE OF THE BITCH *CHRISTINAsomething something* I CANT NEVER DO THAT WITH MY AVA ROSE!! you son of the bitch, i swear, if i see you again, ill strangle you ALIVE!

my new account now, is desperate. i had to ask ppl for help! i have to make sure this avatar earns more lindens and is more pretty than my previous. i lost FRIENDS too. not that i have many. i have 3 that i trusted the most. i remember all their names. so that's okay. i can just re-add them. but my av at the moment is hideous. its so NEW. and im so UPSET. there are some in my list that i think are worth re-adding as well. but unfortunately i cant remember their names. esp the spellings. never thought i need to memorize. well, there goes my SL life. i love Ava Rose. I love everything about her. all my hard work.

i dont understand how can someone do this to another person? it doesnt make sense. does it satisfy them that ppl are suffering? idiots! i dont even want to try to understand these types of ppl. they are DISGUSTING! pisses me off. and its already the next day. have to look at my NEWBIE av. im so pissed off.

***UPDATE: i finally reached 100Lindens today***
all i need now is 900lindens. need 350lindens for hair. and ill ask around any kind soul who wants to lend me their un-use skins. the high quality skins. atleast.

i did meet 4 very AWESOME ppl yesterday. one gave me 52Lindens. another gave me AN AWESOME AO. better than Ava Rose *happy for that* and two gave me shapes, skins and hair. just by reading my profile! well, the girl who gave me AO, i asked. but other than that, the rest helped me out w/o me asking. im very grateful for them! they are the reason that SL is worth it. wish theres more ppl like that.

(lost my AVA ROSE/CLEO JUODA on the 14th of March 2011, in Public Sandbox, Cleans every 2 hours) *silence*