so my class degree classification came out today. i went to UBD with my friend, mas, to check ours. a few hours later, i still feel the same as when i first lay eyes on my class honours. mixed feelings. im happy at one point, but then i feel depress in another. i wanted that second upper class badly. to think that i needed one more step to get there pains me. but on the other hand, no one received first class in my faculty. the highest class is upper second class. so that made me feel a bit better. knowing that, im amongst the 2nd's in my batch. at times i feel really grateful and the next, i feel down. i need to sort my feelings out the rest of today and the whole of tonight. tomorrow, im pretty sure, what i will feel will be fix. my family is happy though.
i congratulate once again, UBD class of 2009/2010!
4 years is a long time. ive had many downs in the UBD than i have ups. as much as people believe that i am anti-social, or may perhaps, do not know i exist at all, i still feel grateful that they are in somewhere part of my life. id probably know what else to say about my life in UBD once 'graduating' sinks in. cause as of now, i still find everything to surreal *sp?. does not feel real at the moment. im feeling a bit numb actually. maybe im speechless. 'pintu ka'abah' was open today, since yesterday. im not sure what time it closes. but i prayed as hard as i could for my life to finally get on the tracks. to finally began living. to finally live. amongst other things that is.
now that my class honours has been displayed, i have nothing else that i am waiting for. except for graduating in my robe *sp? that is. that will be the day when i will feel EVERYTHING. i better get my 'thank you speeches' ready for when i meet up with my batch and my lecturers. as for now, im exhausted.
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