By Effa on Wednesday, 20 January 2010 @ 11:56 {♥} 0 Comments DOCTORS WHO MADE A 'MISTAKE' IN BRUNEI
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So i visited the Berakas B clinic yesterday (19.01.10)....
coming out from there, confirmed the reason why i did not want to go get a check-up in the first place....
i have calm down today by a bit, but i am still reminded....
which kind of mean that I will NEVER be able to forget what they did to me...
im psychologically scared!
coming in with a specific reason, led me to cry my eyes out for what is a MISTAKE....
apologizing for that does not help one bit!
so the story goes...
I didnt go to see a doctor for the past 4 yrs about my problems, because i was not ready, and im never hurt or in pain or anything like that, AND i thought it was normal...
but this doctor, asked me in her stern voice "you've known about this for 4 years and you never went to see a doctor?"
so i thought 'wow! just great! i finally decided to go find out whats' going on, and there she was,
judging me... making it more difficult for me to want to go further with the check-up'
it took me a long time to finally have the courage to do this and that was what i got... GRREAAT!
so later....
two female doctors *Indian and Malay, kept on pressing my tummy to check on whatever...
i kept telling them 'gali', and i couldnt relax...
as doctors you would think they understand 'reflex'...
my body reacted when they pressed my tummy.....
so everytime they press, my tummy hardens....
but so unfortunate was I, that these two 'doctors' (as they like to believe themselves to be) thought my reflex was a freaking kick from a freaking BABY!
three sentences they blurt out to me:
1) there's a baby in there...
2) it's kicking....
3) TELL THE TRUTH....
so, from the first sentence itself, i already started crying....
they asked me if i have a boyfriend....
clearly, people who knew me would probably shout at them saying 'NO' or laugh their heads off...
with their serious faces, looking down on me, hoping i tell THE FREAKING TRUTH
is absolutely THE MOST STUPID THING I HAVE EVER HEARD!
my dad was just beside the curtain - tho i told him about that later that day, and yes, he laughed! i should be too if i wasnt so freaking pissed!
it;s not my fault that i can't relax so they could do their perfect 'check-up' on me, it's automatic, my body reacts, there's nothing i can do....
they should understand that but they're so busy looking for what's CLEARLY NOT
THERE, that they didnt bother to LISTEN to me....
they apologized before i left... i just stare back at them....
what do they expect me to say?
everytime i heard 'pregnancy, or babies, or kicking' im reminded...
and its just the second day....
i do not wish to calm down about this matter at all....
AT ALL! definetely unacceptable!! *sp?
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i really do not want to type this out in my blog, but i figure, since its a blog and i usually talk about lame-ass useless things, might as well put this post in...
if i took sociology of the body this semester, i would prob. decide to do this as a topic
for my thesis, and also, write a long essay about it....
i learned that doctors, they only listen to symtoms, they take little notice of the story of the patients, they see the patients as subjects...
since being an Islam, you can't sue noone... (unless im mistaken)
i have no other choice than to blurt out my frustration here....
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By Effa on Wednesday, 20 January 2010 @ 11:56 {♥} 0 Comments DOCTORS WHO MADE A 'MISTAKE' IN BRUNEI
READ FOR YOUR LIFE
So i visited the Berakas B clinic yesterday (19.01.10)....
coming out from there, confirmed the reason why i did not want to go get a check-up in the first place....
i have calm down today by a bit, but i am still reminded....
which kind of mean that I will NEVER be able to forget what they did to me...
im psychologically scared!
coming in with a specific reason, led me to cry my eyes out for what is a MISTAKE....
apologizing for that does not help one bit!
so the story goes...
I didnt go to see a doctor for the past 4 yrs about my problems, because i was not ready, and im never hurt or in pain or anything like that, AND i thought it was normal...
but this doctor, asked me in her stern voice "you've known about this for 4 years and you never went to see a doctor?"
so i thought 'wow! just great! i finally decided to go find out whats' going on, and there she was,
judging me... making it more difficult for me to want to go further with the check-up'
it took me a long time to finally have the courage to do this and that was what i got... GRREAAT!
so later....
two female doctors *Indian and Malay, kept on pressing my tummy to check on whatever...
i kept telling them 'gali', and i couldnt relax...
as doctors you would think they understand 'reflex'...
my body reacted when they pressed my tummy.....
so everytime they press, my tummy hardens....
but so unfortunate was I, that these two 'doctors' (as they like to believe themselves to be) thought my reflex was a freaking kick from a freaking BABY!
three sentences they blurt out to me:
1) there's a baby in there...
2) it's kicking....
3) TELL THE TRUTH....
so, from the first sentence itself, i already started crying....
they asked me if i have a boyfriend....
clearly, people who knew me would probably shout at them saying 'NO' or laugh their heads off...
with their serious faces, looking down on me, hoping i tell THE FREAKING TRUTH
is absolutely THE MOST STUPID THING I HAVE EVER HEARD!
my dad was just beside the curtain - tho i told him about that later that day, and yes, he laughed! i should be too if i wasnt so freaking pissed!
it;s not my fault that i can't relax so they could do their perfect 'check-up' on me, it's automatic, my body reacts, there's nothing i can do....
they should understand that but they're so busy looking for what's CLEARLY NOT
THERE, that they didnt bother to LISTEN to me....
they apologized before i left... i just stare back at them....
what do they expect me to say?
everytime i heard 'pregnancy, or babies, or kicking' im reminded...
and its just the second day....
i do not wish to calm down about this matter at all....
AT ALL! definetely unacceptable!! *sp?
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i really do not want to type this out in my blog, but i figure, since its a blog and i usually talk about lame-ass useless things, might as well put this post in...
if i took sociology of the body this semester, i would prob. decide to do this as a topic
for my thesis, and also, write a long essay about it....
i learned that doctors, they only listen to symtoms, they take little notice of the story of the patients, they see the patients as subjects...
since being an Islam, you can't sue noone... (unless im mistaken)
i have no other choice than to blurt out my frustration here....
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"Welcome to my blog. I would like to specifically state here that this is NOT a kpop blog, dedicated to kpop stars & celebs' stories and neither is this blog a place where fans of kpop can find the latest news and information about dbsg, 2pm, super junior and others mentioned here from time to time"
"The informations that i put in this blog about kpop are strictly from SOOMPI.COM"
"I do not have a theme for this blog, though I really would like one - i cannot committ to one"
The Basics
"My name is Effa. I am a Bruneian woman, 24 years of age. Im into kpop, as you can probably tell already by now. I love singers *regardless of language, who sings from the heart, and do not take notice of their expressions and their looks when singing. I love songs like Justin Nozuka's Save Him - just an example"
"I think a lot, and I complain a lot - one of my many problems i suppose"
"I am single and always waiting for the right man to sweep me off my feet and take me away"
"I do not like being assumed or called 'anti-social' because i do not believe that word should exist at all. there are reasons why people chose not to be out-going, and not having a lot
of friends. if you give them a chance, they will wow you"
"I am what you call, a SHY person. when i say shy, i really mean that literally - it gets in a way of me being what "society accepts as" 'socialable' *sp? - but then again, this means that i must give in nonetheless?"
"I used to think that i am not the best candidate to take out for an adventure, but ive been working on it, 2 VACATIONS to date, im going strong"
"I live my life believing in Cinderella, only because it was one of the first books i ever read, and the thought of everyone having their own happily ever after, and a partner for life, makes me very happy"
"I play THe Sims game - specifically because it is the only place where i can create my dream houses. I love designing houses - modern, cabin-style, beach-style, big extended family type pf houses. Houses to me are Homes. they're the place
where people feel safe and warm and loved. my goal is to build homes for people"
"besides designing houses, i also love to re-decorate rooms. interior design - was and still is one of my many ambitions. i cannot just clean a room, i have to re-decorate it!"
Proudly part of these communities
♥ Soompi
♥ DOnghaelove forum
♥ spr jr. donghae asiafanatics
♥ lovelydonghae forum
♥ bww2
♥ youtube
♥ friendster
♥ facebook
♥ fanbox account
♥ esnips
♥ WAYN
♥ pet society
♥ restaurant city
♥ twitter
Cleopatra, like the famous Queen of Egypt
"Cleo is my latest cat. She is smart, she learns fast. she knows human language, like seriously! she loves to sleep and then eat immediately after she wakes up. she has grey, white and black colours on her fur. she eats 3 times a day, and that does not include the snacks she has in betweens. she cried for 2 nights when
she first came to us. she knows her name"
Who i Wished i can call MINE
"When I first saw donghae oppa, he has silver or very light blonde hair. back in TWINS days. something about him called out to me but i wasnt sure what it was. after in 'show me your love' i still felt the same vibe about him as i did in 'twins'.
it was a few nights later when i finally gave in and went in YouTube and watched the first video of him that made me fall in love with him. his diary - the one where he took his dog 'bada' to the pet groom place. i fell in love with donghae oppa"
"until today, DONGHAE OPPA saranghaeyo"
Theories
"Everyone is a clone of someone else"
"Nothing is really said, if what is said is not what one really thinks of"
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