i'd like to congrat wasilah~ for a successful engagement ceremony held yesterday..
i was planning to come..
because this is a BIG deal...
but im no good with directions *don't pick me as ur amazing race partner*...
and the car i normally use was used by my father on that day itself...
even if i try to go to her house driving i wouldnt be able to come close....
so i asked my friend if i could tag along, and hopes she drives...
when ppl ask as nice as they can, it doenst mean that you HAVE to say yes...
im ok if she just said no...
but NO...
instead of saying it straight...
i see signs..
so obvious that even a ***** man can see it...
she doesnt have to do that honestly...
when you see one bad thing about a person...
you'll see EVERYTHING bad about that person in a blink of an eye...
its like, you kept all their nasty actions inside of you locked away...
its when something triggers you so bad that you burst....
when im very unhappy....
i silent myself from the people who have the ability to piss me off...
so if i do not talk to YOU that would probably be because:
1. im so upset with you its difficult to go through my day without thinking about smacking your head against the wall...
OR
2. i cannot talk to you because i would probably think of all the DISTURBING things about you and probably erupt on you even if YOU ARE NOT the cause of my being so upset
so okay...
maybe i need anger management class?....
should i be silent about it or say it out loud?...
i have no idea at this moment...




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