my head have been pressuring me to get things done as how ive planned to get things done.. and an hour ago, it finaly stopped! im calmer, im more focus and im more relax too.. important state to be in before ill go to sleep.. if i feeel like there;s things i have not done yet, ill probably get to feel more uneasiness in my dreams.. have that ever happen to you? you think too much until u actually dreamt about it? yeah keeps happening to me this wk.. ive got one more work to do.. walkers note taking.. im planning to work on it tomoro till monday. so tuesday m able to hand it in.. i totaly believe that i flunked the MCQ test last tuesday.. it was horrible, i didnt read the questions more than 3 times, i didnt check my work, didnt see the point considering the fact that ill answer the same one anyway... i literally gave up during answering them questions... it was he strangest moment ever, i did not feel like me, i felt like someone who just do not have the time to care anymore.. i need to get myself together or ill never get to where i wanted to be with that attitude! on a more brighter note.. i think im ready for my presentation on monday 8am!~ honestly, im fass and fbeps mixture, but i have not a clue on public policy.. the thing about universities is that, learning is not the main criteria, its more into contributing creative ideas really.. but for me im still learning.. im still trying to understand how the whole public policy studies work... its hard but im not someone who gives up just like dat, heck i took additional mathematics for 2 years when i had the chance to drop it, knowng clearly how D.Maths itself i struggle to pass... but i didnt give up on a maths.. i tried.. in th end i only know how to work out problems from one topic ONLY!~ i forgot what's it called now.. but wel yeah my point is, if you dun try you are a failure and you're basically certifying a reputation as a loser for the rest of your life.. well.. boys and girls~ in particular a certain someone who sucks her thumb and eat more than 4 to 5 times a day ---> if you fail, you're only a loser if you dun try, if you fail but you've tried, then you might turn out better than expected after all <---

my head have been pressuring me to get things done as how ive planned to get things done.. and an hour ago, it finaly stopped! im calmer, im more focus and im more relax too.. important state to be in before ill go to sleep.. if i feeel like there;s things i have not done yet, ill probably get to feel more uneasiness in my dreams.. have that ever happen to you? you think too much until u actually dreamt about it? yeah keeps happening to me this wk.. ive got one more work to do.. walkers note taking.. im planning to work on it tomoro till monday. so tuesday m able to hand it in.. i totaly believe that i flunked the MCQ test last tuesday.. it was horrible, i didnt read the questions more than 3 times, i didnt check my work, didnt see the point considering the fact that ill answer the same one anyway... i literally gave up during answering them questions... it was he strangest moment ever, i did not feel like me, i felt like someone who just do not have the time to care anymore.. i need to get myself together or ill never get to where i wanted to be with that attitude! on a more brighter note.. i think im ready for my presentation on monday 8am!~ honestly, im fass and fbeps mixture, but i have not a clue on public policy.. the thing about universities is that, learning is not the main criteria, its more into contributing creative ideas really.. but for me im still learning.. im still trying to understand how the whole public policy studies work... its hard but im not someone who gives up just like dat, heck i took additional mathematics for 2 years when i had the chance to drop it, knowng clearly how D.Maths itself i struggle to pass... but i didnt give up on a maths.. i tried.. in th end i only know how to work out problems from one topic ONLY!~ i forgot what's it called now.. but wel yeah my point is, if you dun try you are a failure and you're basically certifying a reputation as a loser for the rest of your life.. well.. boys and girls~ in particular a certain someone who sucks her thumb and eat more than 4 to 5 times a day ---> if you fail, you're only a loser if you dun try, if you fail but you've tried, then you might turn out better than expected after all <---